So softly, rain against the windows..and the strong coffee, warming up my fingers."

I'm getting better. :)
After that period of eating "healthily" and "normally" I gained 10 pounds. It was only for like a week!
Yesterday I ate around 700 calories, and today so far I've consumed about 400. I know I should be doing better, but it's a start. :)

I'm also doing well at disguising it. I make sure that my lunches are under 100 calories, although they don't seem like it. Yesterday I had an apple and it was pretty big, and today I had soup and carrots. Also, yesterday, pretty much all I ate I ate when I was when I was with him.  I don't want to hurt him.

I want to be his tiny dancer. :)