Saturday, January 29, 2011

...S.O.S.

I'll probably get into trouble for posting this, but I'm still alive. :)

I'm a fat pig though. I sort of made a deal with my lovely to be healthy. I also am reattending therapy. I don't like this, just so you know. And I can't wait to get thin again.

I'm at my "normal" weight which is 128.6. :(

Can you guys send me some links to your favorite thnspos and such? Thanks!

And Jacqueline, I sent you an email! Thanks for the invite. :) I love your blog.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Hello, everyone! Sorry it's been awhile since my last post.

For the most part, I've been sticking to my plan and I enjoy it, but then on Friday, my friend brought cinnamon rolls in at lunch ad not only did I eat mine, but I also ate my boyfriend's since he doesn't really like them..Can you say "FAT-ASS?"

But to make up for it I fasted and burned 1000 calories on my new mini elliptical yesterday. And now I'm down to 122.2. :) I think this is a new low weight for me. :)

I hope you guys are well, and sorry if I don't post for a while. I'm going to Arizona to visit family and I won't be home for almost 2 weeks.

Be strong!

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

"I'm too young to feel this old."-KoL

Love this song and this thinspo!
I'm glad you guys liked my list and thanks for the additions-I'm going to make it into a page and if you have any other things to add just leave a comment!
Oh my gosh! My spine feels amazing! I just noticed it when I was scratching my back. 
I'm starting a new plan to prevent binges too. I eat every 2 hours, six times a day. The micro meals are always under 100 calories. I like it. It's fun planning out my meals for the day. Also I'm recording everything and planning it out in a mini food log. :)
Today's intake: Meal 1 @ ~8 a.m.:Muesli (Thanks Miss Alisha again for the suggestion on serving size)(100)
Meal 2@~10.a.m.: Banana (100)
Meal3@~12.p.m.: Smart pop pocorn (100)
Meal4@~2 p.m.:Baked Doritoes (90)
Meal5@~4p.m.:Blueberries (100)
Meal 6@~8 p.m. (would be 6, but I took a nap): Veggie burger(100), grapefruit juice (10)
Total: 600
:) Be strong and Think thin! 
"Was it love or fear of the cold that led us through the night? For every kiss your beauty trumped my doubt.."-Mumford and Sons
Alex, Avani, and other new followers: Welcome to my blog! I hope you enjoyed your stay, and please come again. :)
And everyone else thank you for your comments! I always enjoy them. :)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

New Year's Eve was a Bust-Let's Hope it's Not a Bad Omen

"So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
As thirty dialogs bleed into one."
-The New Year by Death Cab for Cutie


So I pigged out on New Year's. It was pigs in a blanket, chocolate covered pretzels, candy, and pie galore.

Dis-gus-ting.

This will not happen anymore! I refuse to let it!!


My New Year's Resolutions are as followed:
-Show my Boyfriend that I love him more often
-Reach 115 pounds.
-Read a book every month- January's is Prodigal Summer by Barbara Kingsolver
- Pass My Freshman Year with a 4.0 gpa.
-CEASE the b/p cycle

Furthermore, I will be making an inspirational list of reasons not to Binge/Purge. Any ideas?
Here's some of mine:
-Binging makes you fat and purging makes you bloated.
-It's more gross a process than the making of cottage cheese. haha
-When you binge, you aren't solving ANYTHING!
-Same goes for when you purge!
-It makes you FAT!
-It shows weakness.
-It is shameful.
-You deserve better.

How was your guys' New Year's celebration?

Bree: Happy New Year! Thanks for following, I hope you don;t get fed up with me too quickly. haha ;)
I'm looking forward to getting to know you too!


I want my jeans to fit like that





I love this picture! 



I will look that tiny! Just wait until I'm liftable!



Hipster!



I will be MODEL MATERIAL!






THIS WILL BE A GREAT YEAR. :) 


Let's live it up!