I am a girl who is working towards the acceptance and love of my body and my self. I have my up days and my down days. Sometimes I eat a little, sometimes I eat a lot. But it shouldn't matter, right? I should just aim towards healthiness and happiness, not being thin and all that rubbish! (Pardon my French...er.. English) And that's my goal. If I restrict, I restrict. If I don't, I don't. None of that should affect my well-being!
I try not to let myself remain ponderous in the deep abyss of what we call spirituality. Sure, I see beauty. I see beauty all around me, in the porcelain skin and plush lips of the person I love most, in the harmonies of our voices blending and the guitar chirping, in the white wonderland of snow that greets me as I walk to the school bus, in the soft fur of my pet feline, Thomas. There is beauty and wonder in everything, I'm just not sure how it relates to spirituality or religion.
