I'm a legend. You know, they call me the cautionary whale. - Juno

I'm not pregnant, however, I am just fat. haha

I love Juno. It's definitely my favorite movie..It's the perfect mixture of comedy and romance, . :) I definitely recommend watching it!



So, today was gross food-wise.

I've decided that tomorrow I'm going to eat enjoyably. I know I'll regret it....but I'm hoping I won't. I figure that since I'm starting a competition with  americaneaglelove at A Mission for Beauty Pro-Ana, I might as well feel "happy" upon starting. :) I won't binge, I'll eat healthily, but satisfyingly..hah! Tuesday will be a normal 400 calorie day and on Wednesday I have a huge exam in the morning so I think I'll eat all of my calories during Breakfast.

The competition is May 10th through June 10th and I'm hoping to be 115 by the end of it. :)

Wish me luck and spread the word!
Stay Strong and Beautiful!

Fuck!

I'm binging atm....

Fuck!

Later:
I am horrendous. I am disgusting. I am scum.

But worst of all...I am fat.

I'm not eating anything else today. I weigh 127 poiut fucking 2 pounds after that b/p. I can't stand this.

I need to starve.

“Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication.”

Hey ladies! First of all, thank you for the welcome-back comments! I was worried that everyone had forgotten me.

I've been doing really well, actually, and I'm pleased with myself for the most part. For the past few days I haven't eaten over 400 calories, excluding purged calories. My goal for today was not to binge/purge, but of course to still restrict. I purchased chocolate cake donuts, but all I've done so far is smelll them. Hahaha 

If any of you have a tumblr account or if you just want to see mine, here is the link: http://sarakaylovesballet.tumblr.com/

Here"s my intake for today:

• Two Clementines (60)
• A Banana (100)
• Two grapes (10)
• A juice box (10)
• Soup (70)

Total: 250

I'll probably have something else to total 400. But I WILL NOT binge. I CANNOT afford it. My throat can't afford it. haha

Oh and  I'm sort of official now. The diagnosed me with EDNOS. Woohoo.....ha. ha. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Weight: 125. :)
Not my all time low (duh I was 3 pounds when I was born, haha)
But I'm going to keep a good attitude.

Feed your brain with some eyecandy and ear candy(I promise it's calorie free!):

Haha just joking! That's not what I wanted to show you! (but check it out anyway!; that's my cat Thomas O'Malley!)

Here it is:

 

Have a Happy Mother's Day everyone! Do something nice for your mothers if you can! (no matter how much you can't stand her sometimes...well at least that's the case for me....I'm making mine pancakes in the morning. i'll smell but not touch...and if I do....well you all know what will happen.)

Stay strong and Remain Beautiful.

-Sara

"It took bites out of her insides 'til she was just a hollow shell.."

127.8

INTAKE:
-Coffee w/ Splenda <5
-Diet soda 0
-freeze dried fruit 45
-low sugar oatmeal 110
-banana 100
binge/purge
meal/purge
-maybe a yogurt or something 100

I know I'm fat.
I'll probably binge again.....ugh!

No!!! I refuse to!!! I will look at thinspo!!! I will eat something enjoyable and nonfattenting to hold me off...But I WILL NOT binge. I fucking despise purging. It's disgusting and I hate that I'm good at it.

Besides, I read that most of the calories consumed are retained nevertheless.

Damn.

I'm not back...

But I am still starving.