So, I haven't been restricting these past couple days and I feel like shit because of it. I don't want to hurt my boyfriend by not eating enough though. He worries about me too much. Maybe I'll just do my best to conceal it.

"Well I've seen the battle and I've seen the war; and the life I have here is the life I've been sold.."

It's back to ana for me. :)

Today's calories:
Breakfeast: haha
-Danimals yogurt smoothie (70)

Lunch/Midday snacks:
-carrots (30)
-apple (100)
-100 calorie fudge petites (100)

Dinner:
under 200

"Looks are deceiving, making me believe it, and these tiresome paper dreams.. Paper dreams, honey"

Tomorrow is fast day. :) Wish me luck! There's so much crap going on right now, I really need this fast.


My boyfriend knows me too well. I can't really avoid eating around him, and I hate lying to him, but I'll try. I mean, come on, he'll like me better anyway when I'm skinnier! I love him though, and I don't want him t find out I'm fasting, and I really don't want to hurt him. He's going through a tough time right now..

I need to improve my acting skills though. I need to act happier so people like me more. I don't want to be the stick in the mud. :/

I really enjoy school, although that may be because I only have one challenging class. haha

Well, I'll update you guys later.

Here's some beautiful thinspiration:

"A-B-C-D-E-F and -G. Oh, that reminds me of when we were free.."

Hey guys. Today was my second day of school. :)

My intake:
Carrots (50)
Apple (50)
Special K Protein Shake (180)
Mocha (250)
Half of a Lemon Bar (150)

Total: ~680


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8teH4VYPr9U&feature=related

We watch the season pull up its own stakes And catch the last weekend of the last week Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced, Another sun soaked season fades away..

Well, school starts tomorrow.  It'll be easier to restrict and I'll be more active. :) I've always loved school. I really hope this school year is great. I'll be much thinner by 10th grade. :)