"White lips, pale face ,breathing in snowflakes..burnt lungs, sour taste.."

Today:
-special k bar = 90
-smart pop =100
-watermelon =100
-protein bar =190
-yogurt and berries =120
-oatmeal = 150
-tortilla with pb= 100
-chicken nuggets=250

=1,100

ran 3 miles.
i feel fucking horrible today.
i just want to disappear.
no one gives a fuck.