Friday, May 6, 2011

"It took bites out of her insides 'til she was just a hollow shell.."

127.8

INTAKE:
-Coffee w/ Splenda <5
-Diet soda 0
-freeze dried fruit 45
-low sugar oatmeal 110
-banana 100
binge/purge
meal/purge
-maybe a yogurt or something 100

I know I'm fat.
I'll probably binge again.....ugh!

No!!! I refuse to!!! I will look at thinspo!!! I will eat something enjoyable and nonfattenting to hold me off...But I WILL NOT binge. I fucking despise purging. It's disgusting and I hate that I'm good at it.

Besides, I read that most of the calories consumed are retained nevertheless.

Damn.

I'm not back...

But I am still starving.