“Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication.”

Hey ladies! First of all, thank you for the welcome-back comments! I was worried that everyone had forgotten me.

I've been doing really well, actually, and I'm pleased with myself for the most part. For the past few days I haven't eaten over 400 calories, excluding purged calories. My goal for today was not to binge/purge, but of course to still restrict. I purchased chocolate cake donuts, but all I've done so far is smelll them. Hahaha 

If any of you have a tumblr account or if you just want to see mine, here is the link: http://sarakaylovesballet.tumblr.com/

Here"s my intake for today:

• Two Clementines (60)
• A Banana (100)
• Two grapes (10)
• A juice box (10)
• Soup (70)

Total: 250

I'll probably have something else to total 400. But I WILL NOT binge. I CANNOT afford it. My throat can't afford it. haha

Oh and  I'm sort of official now. The diagnosed me with EDNOS. Woohoo.....ha. ha. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Weight: 125. :)
Not my all time low (duh I was 3 pounds when I was born, haha)
But I'm going to keep a good attitude.

Feed your brain with some eyecandy and ear candy(I promise it's calorie free!):

Haha just joking! That's not what I wanted to show you! (but check it out anyway!; that's my cat Thomas O'Malley!)

Here it is:

 

Have a Happy Mother's Day everyone! Do something nice for your mothers if you can! (no matter how much you can't stand her sometimes...well at least that's the case for me....I'm making mine pancakes in the morning. i'll smell but not touch...and if I do....well you all know what will happen.)

Stay strong and Remain Beautiful.

-Sara

"The neighbors said she moved away Funny how it rained all day I didn't think much of it then But it's starting to all make sense.."

Today was so gross,just like yesterday! You'd think I'd get smart! (funny movie, by the way)

I HATE the feeling after a binge. I HATE feeling bloated and stuffed and nasty! Yuck!

Thank you campaign for thin for the water advice. :)

You see this should really help me because the guilt and regret doesn't hit me until after I'm bursting at the seams of my belly, I just need to stop and think about what I'm doing, then chug water.

I weighed myself....129.
fuck.

That was with clothes and crap but still. Ew.



Don't worry don't worry...This isn't another self-loathing post. :)
On a brighter note, I'm devising a plan. I figure that most of my binge foods are dairy and meat and other grossies, so I'm descending gradually into veganism.

I haven't done thorough research, but it seems like a good idea. I don't need those nasty toxins in my body, and those animals don't need to be treated so cruelly.  (Did I mention I love animals?) I've never really liked red meat or cheese anyway, my weakness might be the yogurt and milk. But it's all good.

So tomorrow will be a trial day. :)

Any info or tips on being a vegan? Opinions?

Feast with your eyes, lovelies: