Alone.

I just took 5 sleeping pills. Is that enough to die?

I wish I could never eat again and eventually just disappear.

I have no one. I have nothing.

I should just give up.

Giving in.

That's it. I'm giving in. This eating disorder has become second nature to me and I'm done fighting it.

My boyfriend thinks Ashley Greene is hot. I personally think her nose is atrocious. But she does have a nice body. She weighs like 74839825451920476472829283536 pounds less than me according to the internet. Not really..she weighs 110 and I weigh like 128 (gross, I know) So 110 is my new goal weight. :)